Where Has My Week Gone

It has been about one full week since I have done an official entry on my blog and that seems a bit weird even to me. It is not like I haven't been doing anything or had stuff come up that I didn't want to share; but I guess life got in the way of me coming on the computer and writing about life in the Boo. Anyway, let's recap the last week shall we???

Last week Thursday I decided to have an HIV test done. I know that based on my own behaviors and choices I have no worries with this; however, I don't have that same certainty when it comes to someone else's choices so to keep myself safe, and anyone I might chose to be with in that special way, I decided to have the test done. I spent five years doing HIV/AIDS Awareness in Chicago and conducting programs on Safer Sex Awareness and so clearly what I did last Thursday was just the responsible thing to do.

Last week Friday I looked at renting a cottage here in Baraboo. It is part of the Ringling Brothers Manor, which for those who don't know was a very wealthy family with a long-standing history here in Baraboo. The cottage is cute, but I just couldn't see myself living there; at least not at this time in my life. Assuming I get my belongings from Germany, I would clearly not have enough closet space for all my clothes. Though the cottage is a three bedroom which could have meant one room to sleep in, one for all my CDs and another for books :)

The highlight of my week was by far last week Saturday where I went to Eagle, WI (don't worry I never heard of it before either) and spent the day with Jason and four of his sisters. It was another day of grazing, playing games, and laughing. Maybe it's the psychologist in me, but I love looking at how families interact, the way they talk with one another, communicate non-verbally and just the way they engage with each other. Well, Jason's family is so loving, warm and welcoming. They clearly have a lot of respect and love for one another and it shows!! This is something not often seen with some families. I never once felt out of place and was immediately welcomed into the fold.

I had high hopes for my Sunday; though I must admit this was the lowest point of my last week. I watched some TV; I am becoming a bit addicted to the TV show Hoarders, and basically sat in the Lay-Z-Boy all day making sure it didn't move. I woke up feeling great, energized and full of life, but then I received a voice-mail that felt like a kick in the stomach. I know I shouldn't let things get to me the way they do sometimes, but every once in a while when a person is caught off guard it is hard not to feel the wind taken out of you; even in a metaphorical way. The rest of Sunday became an emotional day, with a lot of tears and questions. This mood stuck with me for the next couple of days, but never reached the low point of Sunday. Thankfully I have amazing people in my life who listen to me, respect me and help guide me when I feel lost.

The beginning part of this week was more low-key. I hung out at home, seeing some family and friends, and looking at my housing options and what feels like the best idea at the moment. Though I am leaning in a certain direction at this time, I am also trying to be cautious and not to misstep. Sometimes this is easier said than done :) I am also starting to prepare for a vacation, which will likely happen in January 2011. I know, you are saying to yourself "Wow, that is a long way away." Yes, it is, but when you are planning a trip to sunny Argentina it can take some time (and money) to plan such a trip!!!! So, Carla, get ready because I am on my way!!

In other news, I am loving my job and the challenges it presents. However, it is not all rosy. In the 8 weeks I have worked there I have been paid only twice and received only one mileage check. As Chris pointed out to me, it is a good thing I don't have rent/mortgage or utilities to pay for. How true he is. If I was a real adult with housing responsibilities I would be in a bit of trouble. But alas, that is not the case for me!!

So that's my week. Some ups and downs and never boring. What's ahead will likely prove to be much of the same. Jason goes in for surgery on Friday and hopefully all will go well there. Saturday is a busy day for me, as I have another LGBTA meeting in Baraboo, a planning meeting for my high school reunion, which is happening this summer, an oil change for my car (I have already put nearly 4000 miles on it in 2-months) and and Irish Dinner at my friend Kris' mom's home. For Sunday my goal is to relax, maybe go for a walk if the weather cooperates and love my life :)