I have had a great week, though I have two people in my life I wish I would have had better contact with. My hope is to be able to talk with at least one of these people this weekend...yes Laura, this is you :) I miss ya!!!
As I have pondered over my life this week one word kept coming to mind to describe how I feel and that word is invincible. I feel great about my work and the job I do, I love my vehicle (especially in all this snow), I have faith that soon I will be able to move into my apartment and my personal life is on an up-swing. I feel like I really don't have anything to complain about; sure, I wish some things were different (like having all my belongings from Germany shipped to me), but my perspective on this is that I need to learn to have more patience and that when the time is right, my stuff will be shipped.
At times I feel like this feeling or at least this level of happiness is a bit foreign to me. I mean, I have been happy in the past with my life and where things are going, but for some reason it feels different this time. I have really decided that right now I am going through some sort of rebirth. Not in the spiritual way, but on how I see myself, my life and those around me. It is a new year and in many ways a new beginning. I have been given the chance to rebuild myself and I feel more in control in being able to do this and do it in a way that makes me happy and feels right to me instead of living my life for someone else. I am sure I will slip from time-to-time on that point, but right now that is the path I am on and it feels clear of any debris.
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