Though I am still the happiest I have been in a long time, this morning I woke up feeling a bit funky. Part of this was caused by disturbing dreams that involved Carsten. As much as I enjoy dream analysis, I must admit it is much more enjoyable when it is someone else's dreams!
My mood ebbed and flowed for the rest of the day. I received two packages in the mail from Carsten and then an email, which impacted my mood even more. In the end, all I will say on this is that I wish Carsten all the happiness in the world and I hope he is able to get to a place that is equivalent to where I am at at the moment. He deserves the best out of life, whatever that may be for him though I feel that has yet to be determined.
In other news, I found out today that it does not look like I will be moving into the apartment I have already paid for. Though they were suppose to be completed in September 2009; the date has been changed so often that now they don't know when they will be ready. I need to feel settled in my life, and clearly waiting for this apartment may no longer be in my best interest. So, now I have some thinking to do in terms of where I should live and what makes the most sense for me with where I am at in my life at the moment. Any suggestions on this would be gladly accepted :)
Tonight I hung out with Jason and Rebecca and we made yummy cupcakes. Well, Rebecca did most of the backing, but sampling them is an important job that I believe is often over looked!!
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